look back..

now..

looking back my old post in blogger...

think that i was so naive...

haha..i laugh at myself when i saw these posts..

these few days...

i feel very down and sad..

why everytime...

my timing is not good...

everytime slow two counts or totally left behind other's people...

i am asking to God...

"are you trying to kidding me?"

form1 to form3 is my hardest life that i ever met..

i was so arrogant...so selfish..so brainless..

i felt very empty..

very sad...my freinds seem to not bother me..

i was so lonely...

everyday i have to put a smile mask on my face to show that i am ok...

but then...

i am loneliness...

in form4...

i transfered to ACS...

now..

although i am lonely there...

but i my life is not empty...

many things to do...

i have new friends...

all is very friendly...

but then...their band member is a big problem...

attitude is so poor and dare to show to me that he/she got skill...

in my mind..

u're always a loser...

please stop your stupid action...

my dream is to be a conductor...

if you cant let me do it...

sorry...

ur band will ever being so poor..

and..so arrogant?

you all are a joke..

heart is silent down le..

however...

be a normal person...