looking back my old post in blogger...
think that i was so naive...
haha..i laugh at myself when i saw these posts..
these few days...
i feel very down and sad..
why everytime...
my timing is not good...
everytime slow two counts or totally left behind other's people...
i am asking to God...
"are you trying to kidding me?"
form1 to form3 is my hardest life that i ever met..
i was so arrogant...so selfish..so brainless..
i felt very empty..
very sad...my freinds seem to not bother me..
i was so lonely...
everyday i have to put a smile mask on my face to show that i am ok...
but then...
i am loneliness...
in form4...
i transfered to ACS...
now..
although i am lonely there...
but i my life is not empty...
many things to do...
i have new friends...
all is very friendly...
but then...their band member is a big problem...
attitude is so poor and dare to show to me that he/she got skill...
in my mind..
u're always a loser...
please stop your stupid action...
my dream is to be a conductor...
if you cant let me do it...
sorry...
ur band will ever being so poor..
and..so arrogant?
you all are a joke..
heart is silent down le..
however...
be a normal person...
